It’s been a while.
Even last month, when I did write, I wasn’t really here, was I? I didn’t feel here. In fact, for the past few months, I haven’t really felt like doing much of anything, including blogging. For the past few days, I’ve been thinking about this very post and trying to phrase it in just the right way for everyone out there, but I can’t quite seem to get the words out perfectly, so I figured sitting down and just writing was the best answer.
For nearly all of my life, I’ve struggled with a secret problem that most people -outside of only my closest family- are unaware of. I honestly can’t remember a time in even my earliest childhood when I wasn’t plagued by this problem in one way or another. Many times I thought I was going crazy, many times I may have actually acted crazy. But still, I kept my secret. Continue reading